"I'll go home with my lungs
The tiles will be freezing.
As a child I loved sweets
And now nothing matters."
- Michel Houellebecq
Who am I talking to?
You're speaking with a (now nonexistent) version of Serafina, who is 17 years, 11 months and 7 days old as of writing this on the 10th of September, 2024
Tell me about yourself.
I think I fundamentally believe that much of the human population is terminally lazy, gullible, and stupid. They blame others for their lack of success instead of confronting their own lack of self-discipline. Many of you have zero desire to work harder to improve your lives, and so you spend much of your time whining at those who, or those whose family and ancestors, put in the effort required to move up in the world. I think a lot of you are much more easily influenced than you realize, and I think you are also very hateful towards those you are jealous of. Still, I don't dislike humanity and I'm not an anti-natalist. I just want to live in the woods away from you all.
I have a strong love for nature and the many ways it shows us God. I think that a strong respect of nature is necessary in a functioning society.
I'm very interested in the science of music, which is why I'm currently studying audio engineering. I would like to record and produce for metal bands - however, if this doesn't work out, the technical knowledge that the course will give me will open up a lot of other career pathways for me. I think choosing a good college degree is more important than people think. It's good to make a distinction between the things you are interested in and the things that you can pursue as a career. I love to make art, but I would never go to art school unless I was considering killing myself in front of all of the professors. I don't like bullshitters.
I currently live in Scotland but I'm planning on changing that within the next 5 years. My dad's side of the family are northern English and Irish, and my mum's side are Canadian and southern Italian.
I don't like to think about current British politics, because it only makes me angry to see my country be turned into an almost Eastern-Europe like (if Eastern Europeans hated their nationality) pile of steaming shit, but unfortunately I still spend a lot of my time thinking about it anyways. Politics is very interesting to me and I think it's incredibly important that everyone is able to express their political beliefs freely. I dislike social media (especially TikTok) for it's simplification of extremely complex political issues so that Western teenagers can feel like radical communists or whatever. I think that social media in general has lowered our IQs collectively.
And, obviously, I have a really deep love for the early internet and the creativity it allowed its users. The modern internet is an unholy bastardisation of this, and I'm trying to gradually stop using it as much. This site is mine, completely.
